This entry marks both achievement and failure of a plan that went out of my jurisdiction.
It was amazing while it lasted, and it’s also a lost now that it ended.
Uncontrollable elements were, after all, too much to handle I guess. But that only shows one thing: that there is a lot out there yet still uncovered. Undone.
The excitement boils me. Of course, not without a little regret.
I can only wish that, once again, people will see me for who I am. For I have a problem myself that will always be a bane in my life:
That I do not like to explain myself, nor do I feel I need to
That is all I ask for. At the end of the day, I live but to serve, and to see everyone’s smiling face 😀 Yes, even if it means I’m not part of the happiness. Because I can 🙂
So if any of you have any requests or need some help, you know you can count on me. As my friend testified to me in one of his blog posts, I believe I’m a consistent friend before anything else. Let not what the world tells you affect you, for you are your own, and to live life to the fullest will always be my wish to you 🙂
To all that has been affected by me in one way or another, and once believed in me but no longer, I deeply apologise for whatever adverse effect I had on you. Do forgive me, and if possible, I’d like a day when all of us can be friends together again, even if wasn’t as close as before. Thank you for your time, it was really, really fun while it lasted 😀
Truly, it was a case of too fast in, and too fast out.