Truly a devastating month, it has managed to render me useless… I don’t know what will become of me, but nevertheless, I am told to go on. To go on, using every little thing there is when it wasn’t appreciated. To go on, knowing comfort and ease won’t be near by. I am told, I think, to repent.
The seriousness of this cornered me to rethink of what I am doing. My priorities, my duties, my goals, everything. Until know, the full effects of the current event has not fully registered in my mind. Or rather, I am still numb to it. Eventually, it will come, and I have to be prepared for it.
Things are a-changing. I am not me anymore. The worst has appeared, and I have to endure it, with every ounce of energy I have.
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It is pathetic to observe how lowly the motives are that religion, even the highest, attributes to the deity… To be given the best morsel, to be remembered, to be praised, to be obeyed blindly and punctiliously – these have been thought points of honor with the gods. by texas hold’em